A"," in life. When comma is too long.

All changed , city changed ,people changed, life too changed. My favourites changed , my likes dislikes changed, my name changed . it's been long since I have written a single blog. I was busy with a new phase of my life. I got campus placement and last year I was busy with work. This year I am busy in my married life and after some days I shall be busy with a new born life .

If I look back I see so many years have passed and phases kept changing year by year. From student to working lady to married woman to going to be mother.

Everything looks very beautiful very new . yet I am lost in my in old memories. My eyes not able to wink those old days . anyways some great man had said that this is only called growth in life. So I m growing. Am I growing old or am i growing in experience ?

I am not growing I am shrinking. My life is shrinking to the limitations drawn by my own self and nevertheless society. That comma in my title actually represent's the wait that is there in each phase .

My eyes are longing to see what I had seen when I was teen. Actually this comma is the pause between my dream to be and my effort to it.

And that same person has said that there is always an end to all wait. And I am hopefully waiting for the wait to end.

Chatpatti HAJMOLA..!!!

In a population of 100cr Indians its tough to find anyone who has not tasted Hajmola. A candy loved and carved by all age group. Its the Ruler of all candies. In one rupee 6 candies of small button size in colourful sacket. "Aam ya Emily" two taste as always available in those old days but today some modification has given it some more tasty twist. It was actually taken as medicine for digestion generally after heavy meal . but the enjoyable taste of Hajmola was irresistible for anyone. Time to time popping it like pills. 

There has been several modifications, from color to varieties to quantities but the taste is still the same. There is no difference in taste the same tangy, tasty, yummy, yummy. Years after the successful launch of Hajmola in the market on popular demand a Tv ad was made . Which was very interesting to see.

Hajmola never needed an advertisement. It was easily available in all stores of candies and kiranas in all size and price. From past many years Hajmola and my relation broke due to some reasons. But just some days back when i saw Hajmola lying on dining table i could not resist it and popped it one after another in series. The same old tangy taste filled my mouth with childhood joy.

Memories of college days.

Its been 9 days since college got over . The college life is something which everyone remembers and share with their friends and family when ever anything similar crosses their life.

The 1^st day of my MBA college was in June . It was a two years of  diploma experience in the field of business, diplomacy, human relation and financial world.  

I was one month late to college and that’s why quite cut off from rest of the class. To make friends in a diplomatic environment is quite tough. A ray of hope is only possible when  you are ready to adapt and be open to anyone’s proposal. And this happened with me not once but I made two friends. And because of those them I was welcomed in a group. Our chemistry was awesome. They became my best of friend till date.

The process of making acquaintance was progressing and the communication barrier was minimizing. Everyday a new presentation, viva, project were making our life tough. Everything depended on making a strong group. It was very essential to have good working people in the group otherwise the question of who will complete the project would mess up all.

In the best of groups also only one person as messiah, who was responsible to complete the whole work alone . The best moment happened when we all gather to discuss those serious topics of business and projects and presentations. And the whole serious situation turned out to be a get together party with food, snacks, cold drinks and lots of gossip and the presentation had to be Googled and copied atlast . Those silly days brought us so close that it felt like family . The whole hostel was turned into a place where each one use to support other.  Those were the moment when working together in groups made us strong  and we started to think like leaders and take decisions for a team.

The preparation for exams was never in isolation. Group studies helped us not just to study faster but also to pass the exam with mutual efforts. The days were passing with lots of fun and adventure .Fights, bitching, arguments were common but all had some limitations. and at the end of the day things were sorted out.

In these two years of journey I had made almost everyone my friend. But still there were difference between some .  I strengthened my EQ and communication skills. Coming to this college and studying in a diversified environment helped me a lot in understanding the characteristic of the human nature.

In the span of two years I made some of strong relation with my class mates and this bonding turned into best friendships. I use to shuffle between two groups one was my hostel friends and the other was cool Delites( delhi friends). I loved to be with both of them. The hostel friends were like family to me and my biggest share of my life was spent with them. The Delites friends were like fresh breeze. Their presence was so exciting and fun. Being with them was always a productive as they use to discus studies a lot. Their way of thinking use to inspire me to be cool. I miss them a lot.

The 1^st experience of competition was faced while sitting for SIP process and there we realized that we are no friend but competitors. And everyone is competing with one another to get the best offer . My SIP experience was awesome. Me and my companion had the most exciting time. More than learning our time spent enjoying it. There I  got 1^st hand experience of  industry working environment.

The college use to organize college fest to give us extra curriculum activity experience. From painting to dancing every event was organized and not participating would make me introvert so I participated for the 1^st time in face painting and street play and won in both. That gave me immense satisfaction and confidence.

 There were moments when I felt lonely. I felt that no one is my friend and neither I am to anyone. In those days I use to do something for self improvement. I use to do something productive and was able to develop the other side of me which was less diplomatic and more creative.

This is how I completed my college life . Two years MBA from a reputed college living far from parents and in a vast diversified environment enjoying and cherishing each moment. I miss my teachers and professors. They are the real strength behind  us. They are who  groomed us  and made competition ready.

Theory Of !! DeEDs DoNE !!

The Time never stops for anyone and so does the opportunity. History repeats itself and so does Karma. It is written in the Holy book of Geeta, "what you do you will it back". The question arises "Is this 100% true". The result of Karma comes back to us in a form unknown. Every single bit is recorded in our name and yet committing crime does not scares us of the outcome.

Definitely, when anything good is done every single moment the brain thinks only of return. Every single deed is done for something in return. But again the question is, will that happen . The nature of the universe is very complicated. It is difficult to decipher its codes.

The done can not be undone and what has to be done can be re-done. The meaning of this line is simple. Think before you act. Don't worry for the outcome but worry about the Karma which will repeat it self. There is always a other way to do a job. The logic is what's the intention behind. The intention and Karma can save you or can hurt you. 

New Year Celebration..!!!

                              

This new year 2014 began with ranbir's song...be besharm....at night when everyone was at party inother societies i was sleeping under my blanket and listening to radio . The Ranbir Charm is still on me... He is my  lucky charm.....All night listened to songs and slept .

On 1st 2014 i did not wanted to stay at home at any cost i wanted to leap out of my home and kiss the bright sun of new year. I planned to visit Bangla Saheb a very spiritual and most visited Gurudwara located in Delhi's heart.

Morning was very cool as winter is on and yet the sun raised its head to wish us happy new year.

I got ready in my favourite pink kurti and draped in sweater. All set I did my make-up to look really beautiful and to my surprise i was .....atleast to me...

Took the bus for metro and the metro station was silent no one around it felt little weird. but yet my excitement did not die.....

In almost 1 hour i reached patel chowk nearest metro to the Gurudwara.... i noticed many people where going to their office. So many of them where having duty today...OMG..

On patel chowk i searched for auto but no one was there so i decided to walk to the place but i did not knew the path.. so every time i saw a turn i used to ask some one where should i turn to reach to the spot. sometimes it seemed very awkward as on road many many people where there and many cars blocked the road most of them where for new year celebration .

But i am a dare devil i did not minded it...what i saw to my surprise that i have came to a road where all big office of Indian government laid... like RBI.. Some union work association building...SBI and Indian post..etc.... i was feeling so amazed to see them......

Some how after almost 10 mins i reached the gurudwara Bangla Saheb....I wanted to start my new year with a holy visit to gods shrine....and here i was.....

i saw a lot of crowd but to my surprise everything was very well managed...no pushing punching everyone as in line..... to see the Takth .....i could not wait so long so i sneaked in the line to the direct door of the Takht the place where "Guru Granth Saheb" is kept and prayed.... i went in to bow to the Takht. The crowd was so much that i have to waited 10 mins to come to the front.....There i went down and bowed . I prayed to God for happiness, prosperity and love for me and my family.... i also prayed to give me strength to bring all my dreams to reality and i win in my life everytime....

At that very moment when i bowed my head i felt a sudden peace that was missing in my life from past a few days .. i felt so blessed so nice.  i  felt that god was watching me...... i wanted to stay a little longer there but everyone want to bow so i need to leave.... then i took a round of the Takth and sat for few minutes and listened to the prayers and saw the beautiful interior.. its all made of gold or something of gold color..... i clicked pics...Then went out to see the pond....the pond was just in front of the God ... a very beautiful pond full of fishes... i dipped my legs and took the water in hand and sprinkled on my head....many devotees take bath in that pond before prayer...the pond was little full of muds and dirts of all devotee and i hope its cleaned everyday as many fishes live in it...The pond is like Ganga which cleans all the outer dirt of human and prepare the soul for prayer.... The water was very cold and very calm..;..

Then i sat for few minutes to see the beautiful Gurudwara.... i clicked lots of pics and then when i felt i shud live i left for home.....on my way i changed my mind to buy a new jacket from near flea market and so i moved on to the market which was over crowded.... i saw all thru and it was getting dark but i found nothing of my wish so i left the place and it was dark... i just ate very few thing as there was no restaurant or eatry facility....i left for metro station and which was packed with people... some how i went to the store and eat some food..... then took the train and got a seat also... in the night after a long journey of pleasure and fun i came back home....

This how i made my new year exciting.... with  fun and frolic all alone...and filled with pleasure to be self dependent......

When u witness Nature...!!!

                     

Birds ,birds & Birds all over my balcony....all kinds of bird Maina, Cookoo, Dove, Sparrow, Woodpecker......What not....what's going on...they are all taking Sabbath...it seemed the warm sunlight has tempted them to come in the city just in front of my balcony.....Which is surround trees.....Delhi is chilling...the temp is decreasing day by day...it damn too cold...

This place once was covered with lots of trees, animals, birds........in short it was a  jungle....and 11 years ago it was cleared to make buildings......now its a concrete jungle.......Well according to the old rule powerful kills the meek & weak,.....every morning I see beautiful scene of nature some what like a natures movie running in-front of my eyes.... Every bird is in pairs ......they all are with their love.......No one is alone...some have nests and picking food from ground to feed their young ones....

They shout, chirp, and make lots of noise but its the most beautiful sight to witness early morning ......I will miss it very much..... Birds also have life same as us... but their life is more beautiful........they don't fight , they are not greedy.....they left the jungles and flew away to find new place......So that we can get a place to live......They are sweet and kind....  love birds.....feed them..... protect them and plant trees for them. So that  this concrete jungle comes to life sometimes.

Dhoom 3.....U should be free....

 Dhoom 3.... I hate it....i can't believe they made movie for dada, dadi, mom, dad, massi but not we youngsters... same Saas bahu kinda smell from their whole 2:42 hrs Drama. With so many expectation i went to see the most awaited bikes fight,  Aamir's body and Katrina the tota ( Boys word).....And yes  no one was acting other then them all were busy delivering their speech..... give Aamir, katrina, bikes 100 crs each...

In the whole movie one thing that was missing, a good story. Even in make-up if u mess out with the base the whole make application looks uneven and washes off in some hours. The same thing was with this movie.....Yet i am hearing that people are still dropping in theaters to see this crap.... listen i know their is no other good movie around but don't waste money here.. many other options are still available...

The success is all because of the release timing ,its party time- new year and christmas round the  corner...... and also couples got a place to make love. after all 3 hrs long , dark theater no one will disturb them ( Which i noticed at the corner seat)...... and paapaa and mommy with kids can't watch adult movieso this saas bahu smelling soup is best for family....

The same story .....same style and seriously nothing new...Abhey thoda toh bheja lagate..... i hate u guys... i will make sure i punish u by not seeing yashraj's next moviessss.......

What do u think indian audiences r fools... they will see what ever u want thne to see. u will throw crap and they will come jumping and hauling to grab it.....What do u think hah!!......i think yes...warna aishe hi 300 cr nahi bante hai yaar.....my people r seriuosly dont understand what mistake they are doing...

Now i m sure we wont get sensible movies in future.....as more comes in when they make insensible movies like ....Chennai express, Ek tha Tiger (kya), Bodygaurd ( sounds like p...gaurd),  the list goes on.....all have one thing common....no story line.

We are killing the enthusiastic creative artists, movie writers and directors... do u guys ever thought of watching movies which actually makes sense.... i know movie in theater is for fun but guys.....movies are not fun...they have a huge impact on us...dont we know that... we try to imitate them....we follow and speak thier dialogues.....we wear like them and much more... so watch sensible things wic make sense....

I wish these nonsense movies never release. i was literally laughing seeing every scene...... so dont say that  Vijay did a great job say... wow the movie came at gud time- christmas and new year eve.... bas......aur koi achi movie side me nahi lagi hui thi......or else the result would have be very different as the viewers are not fools.....hain na..!!! ??? Hah..!!

Anyways.. i have noted 35 scenes where the whole movie looked pissed off.....for eg...
Abhisek and uday fighting in south like Rajni style.....wat was that....then u go chicago to show ur jalwa....that was bachann and chopra entry.....Rajni style...huh...!!! Is it so easy to loot banks in Chicago ...then why not try hands on indian banks..it will be kids play.....Not even once they showed how Aamir robbed the bank...it was only katrina, aamir's body and bikes....The great indian Circus looked like..DID.. Dance India dance show.....And most funny like Indian Soaps they also have Duplicates...Wow.. for Abhisek and uday two Aamir required....ohh... And the list goes on........

Yasraj Films Stinks with stupid stories......Guys u have money now buy some good story too.... or else start daily soap.......I cant stand more torture......Let creative directors work and creat something that make sense....I am not offending you but u think we r fools..... you can just show some big names, stunts, sexy bodies and think u will rob us.......well yes u robbed our pockets.... by showing the Great YStudio circus....Hurrah....!!!